Stories for the Separation
Once upon a time when separation from God was more real to me than God I had to have a story for the separation. I had a narrative for the separation, and I have even offered it in my articles. But as I practice the Holy Instant more and more, and I spend my time living present to the Presence of the Holy Spirit, I find that all stories for the separation simply crumble as I try to grasp them. I literally become disoriented because there is no story for the separation because the separation isn’t real. Any story about it is totally made up, and I can see that now.
Sometimes students ask me about how the separation works: Is reincarnation real, what happens when they die, is the story of Jesus real, how will the Great Awakening unfold, what is their part in it, etc. And over the years students have shared various stories with me that they brought with them to their study of A Course in Miracles, and that they feel the Course justifies. The Course itself offers a narrative for the separation while you still need a context for a world that is very real to you. For a long time you are going to need a story for your life in the world, just as you will need a self-concept, and both will evolve until they finally dissolve when you don’t need them anymore.
If you need to have an explanation for the world, and a context for your life in it, ask the Holy Spirit to supply you with these because the Holy Spirit’s explanation will move you toward God. Only the Holy Spirit knows how to do this for you, and only the Holy Spirit knows what you need to hear right now. But don’t grow too attached to any narrative for your life in the world, and don’t feel you need to defend what you believe for the moment. It will not be about anything real, and you will eventually let go of it. Practice the Holy Instant often to go to Reality, and you will find that you don’t have to make up a story for unreality.
Sometimes students ask me about how the separation works: Is reincarnation real, what happens when they die, is the story of Jesus real, how will the Great Awakening unfold, what is their part in it, etc. And over the years students have shared various stories with me that they brought with them to their study of A Course in Miracles, and that they feel the Course justifies. The Course itself offers a narrative for the separation while you still need a context for a world that is very real to you. For a long time you are going to need a story for your life in the world, just as you will need a self-concept, and both will evolve until they finally dissolve when you don’t need them anymore.
If you need to have an explanation for the world, and a context for your life in it, ask the Holy Spirit to supply you with these because the Holy Spirit’s explanation will move you toward God. Only the Holy Spirit knows how to do this for you, and only the Holy Spirit knows what you need to hear right now. But don’t grow too attached to any narrative for your life in the world, and don’t feel you need to defend what you believe for the moment. It will not be about anything real, and you will eventually let go of it. Practice the Holy Instant often to go to Reality, and you will find that you don’t have to make up a story for unreality.
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