Various Ways Oneness is Perceived
It turns out, the perception of oneness shows up in many ways.
As truth
rises to conscious awareness (your immediate awareness, your living experience),
ego takes the information that comes with this and turns it into what it can
understand. This is how we get our spiritualities and religions. Truth rising
to conscious awareness is not happening for the world, it is not
happening for ego, but ego tries to make it so and pieces the
information it has into a narrative that makes sense for it.
There is no
doubt that the rising of truth affects the mind’s perceptions, no matter what
ego does with it. Sometimes the veil of ego slips entirely and the purest
oneness, the onlyness of truth, or pure consciousness, the space in
which ego and its world appear, is seen in conscious awareness. This is
considered a mystical experience because it is out of the norm. When
this occurs, it is clear that conscious awareness is part of the onlyness of
truth, and there may be a sense of seeing one’s “true self”, but it is also
clear that ego and its world are not true. So, obviously it is not ego that
sees this. In the experience, ego is gone so conscious awareness sees what is no
longer blocked; it sees what is really here, pure consciousness. When ego
resumes its central role in conscious awareness, it is rattled because a
different reality was revealed, one it couldn’t see or understand, but that it
senses is “greater”. It certainly cannot conceive of its own nonreality, so it concludes
that both realities are true and that there is a relationship between them. It
may feel it saw “heaven” or “God”, but in any case, as it was greater, it must
be the source of ego and its world. Ego’s guilt and fear may increase, and it
may strive to be worthy of what it is now aware of. Or it may blow up itself as
special for having seen truth. It could also embark on a spiritual or religious
journey to see this oneness again, or to try to manifest it in the world in its
personal life or through social or political action. In any case, it is changed
by the experience.
Once the
onlyness of truth and the unreality of ego and its world are seen, this
awareness may be diminished or pushed into the unconscious by ego. Its purity
makes it the most powerful, therefore the most threatening, of mystical
experiences to ego. It is also the rarest mystical experience.
Most who have
mystical experiences have milder experiences of oneness that do not reveal the
onlyness of truth and the unreality of the world and experience that they
thought until then was true. These can come as one seeing that they are one
with another or an object or that everyone and everything in their present
awareness is one. For a moment, truth breaks into their experience as a milder
oneness rather than onlyness. It then extends to some or all that is appearing
in their conscious awareness at the time and the oneness experience becomes
conflated with appearances. They feel that they have seen a oneness that binds all
that appears; that is the source of all that appears. This is often considered
God. They, too, may turn this into a spiritual journey, and/or social and
political action that they feel reflects this oneness. But the oneness they
experienced was not of appearances but of pure consciousness, the “space” in
which appearances appear, and simply enveloped everything in their awareness.
Those
mystical experiences are the obvious experiences of oneness. But as truth comes
to conscious awareness, there are more subtle experiences of oneness that begin
to occur. Synchronicity and coincidences and seeing connections and
interconnections increase. And similarities stand out more than differences. For
example, for this mind, the experience of being at a beach is the same no
matter the beach and its unique features. The same with being in the country or
in a city. So, it seems all big coastal cities (the only kind Liz has been in) are
alike. All small beach towns are the same. All countrysides evoke the same
experience. Experiences have “flattened out” to be the same and are less
special. Differences are seen, of course, but are not experienced as
significant. This may also explain the experience here of people suddenly being
experienced as stereotypes and caricatures because both emphasize similarities
rather than differences.
Understand that
you cannot make yourself see oneness either in mystical or more subtle forms. There
is no practice being suggested here. What is being described are the many ways
oneness is perceived as truth rises toward and into conscious awareness.
The
significance of oneness experiences is in the oneness, not in the context in
which the experience arises. The mistake most make (certainly did here!), often
painfully, is thinking a oneness experience indicates something significant
(special) about the person, people, setting, or objects appearing when it is
experienced. The same mistake is made with synchronicity and coincidences. They
are random moments as truth rises to conscious awareness and are not related to
what is appearing. Truth is not trying to signal to you to pay attention
because who is present, what is appearing, or a connection seen has spiritual
relevance. Instead, when these experiences of oneness occur, or you see an
increase of changes in everyday perception toward connections and similarities,
recognize they signal truth is, if not fully in your conscious awareness, nearby.
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