Being Conscious
For over seven years now, since The Break when the ontological aspect of ego, the experience of ego as a being, the “I”, which was conflated with the person, fell away in a moment, the psychological ego, the ego thought system, has been falling away in a process. This started off as very dark and uncomfortable, disorienting, and unclear. It eventually became obvious that what was occurring was the ego thought system was rising fully to conscious awareness before falling away. It was as though ego was a tree which had been slowly chopped down since the enlightened mind (pure consciousness) came to stay in conscious awareness seven years before The Break, and since The Break what has been occurring is the stump and roots have been pulled out, bringing it all to the surface to be disposed of. In time, the intensity of the darkness and discomfort eased off a bit and later in larger chunks. During that time, there was a curious experience tha...