Bringing Me Home
I don’t quite remember when this happened, but sometime
before I dismantled the old life I was out walking one morning and I had a
distressing thought or question cross my mind. My split-mind turned toward the
Holy Spirit (Awareness of Truth in my mind) and received an answer. But I was
startled because this time I heard the question and I answered—I was not the
questioner turning to the Holy Spirit. I was the Holy Spirit answering. Suddenly I
was no longer the split-mind, but the “other side” of the split, the Teacher.
As significant as it was to me at the time, it of course now stands out as a
telling moment. This was the first time I was conscious of the shift in my
mind, although I didn’t recognize its full implications. I was confused: I
figured once I shifted to identifying with the Holy Spirit the split-mind would
be gone. Was I now, as the Holy Spirit, to mentor the split-mind? Anyway, I
couldn’t force myself into that position and I didn’t feel a moment like that
anytime soon…