The Illusion of the Atonement
Only God is Real.
This has been, for me, the
central teaching of A Course in Miracles. It was also my experience of
direct Revelation of God.
Yet, lately I have explained
consciousness and time as the Atonement (correction of the perception of
separation from God) in my writing and mentoring. The risk of writing and
talking about an illusion is that it can seem to reinforce it as reality rather
than as something that is not really here.
But even in the illusion, we
talk about things that are not there but seem to be all the time, don’t we?
Once at a holiday gathering, my (now) ex-wife was passionately telling a friend
what he needed to do with a character in a role-playing game they were in
together. My father overheard this in passing and said, “Wow, she’s bossy!
Listen to her tell him how to live his life.” I had to explain to him they were
only discussing a game.
An illusion is something that
seems real but is not. If you were not deceived by it, you would experience it
as a passing story, not to be taken seriously. An impossible idea
seeming to unfold over time—a story—is all the Atonement/consciousness/time is.
After I shifted
consciousness, I read of others who shifted consciousness and were aware of the
appearance before them as an appearance but did not know what it was an
appearance of. But I had the answer before I had formed the question. I very
quickly came to understand that what was unfolding before me in consciousness
is the Atonement. God is not absent anywhere. This is what turns an impossible
idea (not-God) into a story of undoing (Atonement).
Time/consciousness/Atonement has been an expression of Spirit from the start.
There have been many theories
about consciousness. The duality idea is it was an option of sin offered and
accepted by “God’s children” who must now make themselves worthy again of God.
This implies God is cruel, testing his children, whom he must have made
lacking, as they made a choice other than God. He then punishes them, or makes
them work to make themselves worthy of him, when they accept the temptation
offered.
For those who see
consciousness as God, they may say God was lonely, so made something to be Its
companion. That is us, collectively, but we got lost and don’t see ourselves
correctly as God’s creations. Or consciousness is God wanting to learn or play
or experience. These all imply that God
lacks, which is impossible for That Which is All.
God, being All, must contain
the idea of Its Own Opposite. But, being All, God cannot have an opposite.
Consciousness/ is an expression of that moment. It has no intention or purpose.
It just is, as God just is. It is not a necessary or purposeful process of learning
or attainment—these occur as expressions of the Atonement, because the
Atonement is an expression of lack fulfilled (“healing”). In other words, lack
fulfilled is the theme of the story of consciousness.
Consciousness is not
something God is passing through. Rather, it the impossible idea that passed
through God. God is here before, during, and after the idea, and wholly
untouched by it.
The inevitable question is, where
am I in this? As God’s Extension (Creation/Christ), you are the Mind
through Which the impossible idea passes. Part of that passage is its
seeming-reality. And while it still seems real (is an illusion) to you, learning,
growing, and attaining are meaningful for you. And that is natural! That is
the Atonement manifesting through you. (If you do not learn and
grow, that is an expression, but not a manifestation, of the
Atonement). Whether your mind goes beyond consciousness-as-reality (illusion) to
consciousness-as-story (realizing the Atonement) depends on how the
Atonement is expressed through you. But all expressions of the Atonement are
equal and maximal as expressions of one, whole story. However the Atonement is
expressed through you, it is whole and perfect. And, most importantly, it is
never you. It is only a passing experience.
This article is an expression
of the Atonement. If you have questions, feel free to ask, and let me know if
you want it answered in this newsletter/blog. If you do not understand, or if
it is helpful to you, that is also part of the Atonement.
If you have a question the answer to which you
feel may be helpful to others, send it to Liz@acimmentor.com and I will answer
it in this newsletter/blog.
Comments
T-31:VIII
A very powerful conclusion of the text and summary of the Course. To request "I Would Choose Again," goes directly to the moment the Son thought of separation but forgot to laugh. The place where the healing of the split mind takes place.