The Good
Last week, I wrote that you should trust the still, the quiet, and the gentle over dramatic mystical experiences of love and joy. Dramatic mystical experiences do represent truth rising to conscious awareness, but they do not mean anything in themselves. I shared how for ego, though, the drama was what it looked for. In fact, Liz here missed how significant it was when The Enlightened Mind showed up to stay because it didn’t come with any drama at all. It was just quietly and matter-of-factly here. Oh, she knew it was important, but not how important. It was only when reading back in her journal while writing her memoir that she saw that it had been life changing.
When you hear or read
teachers who have had nonduality experiences (the onlyness of truth) say of
truth “it’s so simple” and “it’s right here and always has been”—yes! We miss
it because we’re looking for something dramatically different. But the different
is actually ego. It is the stranger here. Your experience vacillates
quickly between both, so it seems they are the same experience. And ego
certainly benefits from you feeling it is all one experience. Because ego is
harsh but does not want to face that fact. I’ve come to experience it as
violent relative to gentle truth. If it could destroy it would. All
discomfort is ego and this is what it offers to replace truth.
I’ve had a new experience of
truth lately that I can only think to call “the good”. Words are tricky when
describing truth because we associate them with personal experiences. For
example, when someone says they’ve experienced unconditional love they
mean love that does not arise from or depend on a condition, or a situation, like
a relationship. It really means sourceless love, love that just is.
But when people hear unconditional love, they think they are to love
others without conditions, which is not possible, because “I” and “others”
is a condition.
So, I cannot characterize the good beyond those words for it. Nor is this good something that can be mimicked. It does not refer to good feelings or good thoughts or a good attitude or good behavior (whatever that would be). Like unconditional love, it has nothing to do with people, with the world. It is simply the fundamental good that is. (I’m not familiar with Plato, but I am aware he wrote of a good that he felt was reality beyond appearances. I assume the good I write of here is what he meant.) The good has emerged, seemingly wholly new to me, as ego’s dark roots of fear have risen fully to conscious awareness to fall away. It seems to be specifically what ego blocked. And it seems to be the source of true peace and quiet love and joy.
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