God is Blissfully Oblvious
The other day I was watching True Blood and a vampire, who was about to commit suicide, asked the protagonist how she thought God would punish him. She told him that God does not punish; God forgives. And I thought, there again my experience of God has taught me something so very different from what the world teaches. God neither punishes, nor forgives; God cannot conceive of anything to punish or forgive. I’m the one who has to forgive my illusion of separation from God.
This made me so aware again of how all of the story - the drama, the conflict, the guilt, the fear – exists only in my own mind. I cannot really convey the experience of a direct Revelation of God, but in God the world doesn’t exist at all, not even as a concept. So, there’s God going along Eternally and Infinitely Itself, and I’m over here having this little struggle with myself. And this, of course, is very offensive to the personal mind: I made all of this and God hasn’t even noticed?! I’m feeling all of this guilt and fear for nothing. I’ve totally made them up, along with all the other illusions. And God is oblivious. This may make the personal mind angry, but it is forgiveness and Bliss for me!
There is no “I” in God, there is no “self” in God, there is nothing limited and personal in God. God is Infinite, Eternal Being flowing Everywhere. God merely is. God is always here; God is the Constant. How different this is from my other experience! Part of me wants to say I have to come to grips with personal “death”, but what I just wrote is the proof that there is no death. I am aware of God, Which is Eternal Life, but I cannot be in the flow of God until I let go of the personal. Letting go of what-is-not to be What is, is not “death”; it’s simply letting What is continue as It has always has, despite my illusions. Nothing really happens when I let go of the personal, just as nothing really happened when I made the personal. This is the definition of illusion!
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Read The Message of A Course in Miracles: A translation of the Text in plain language at www.themessageofacim.com.
This made me so aware again of how all of the story - the drama, the conflict, the guilt, the fear – exists only in my own mind. I cannot really convey the experience of a direct Revelation of God, but in God the world doesn’t exist at all, not even as a concept. So, there’s God going along Eternally and Infinitely Itself, and I’m over here having this little struggle with myself. And this, of course, is very offensive to the personal mind: I made all of this and God hasn’t even noticed?! I’m feeling all of this guilt and fear for nothing. I’ve totally made them up, along with all the other illusions. And God is oblivious. This may make the personal mind angry, but it is forgiveness and Bliss for me!
There is no “I” in God, there is no “self” in God, there is nothing limited and personal in God. God is Infinite, Eternal Being flowing Everywhere. God merely is. God is always here; God is the Constant. How different this is from my other experience! Part of me wants to say I have to come to grips with personal “death”, but what I just wrote is the proof that there is no death. I am aware of God, Which is Eternal Life, but I cannot be in the flow of God until I let go of the personal. Letting go of what-is-not to be What is, is not “death”; it’s simply letting What is continue as It has always has, despite my illusions. Nothing really happens when I let go of the personal, just as nothing really happened when I made the personal. This is the definition of illusion!
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Read The Message of A Course in Miracles: A translation of the Text in plain language at www.themessageofacim.com.
Comments
You say that "Liz" created the illusion of separation, but you seem to believe it, based on how you write.
Could you write something from your true perspective of the Holy Spirit? Something directly from your true heart and not what you have learned as Liz?
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I also did write from my direct experience of God. However, I do still experience the illusion as real or I wouldn't be here teaching what I have to learn! It would be hypocritical of me to pretend I am not experiencing what I am experiencing.