Acclimating to Peace
This mind thought that all it had to do was stop believing
in guilt and it would be at peace and any process would be over. Then it found
peace, stopped believing in guilt, but found that it was still in a process.
And that process is acclimating to peace. When a mind is used to conflict it
does not immediately accept peace.
A couple of weeks ago (http://acimmentor.blogspot.com/2016/03/sorry-no-incantations-here.html) I wrote about how a mind used to forms (thoughts,
ideas, feelings, material forms) experiences the Formlessness of Truth as emptiness.
The contrast between form and Formlessness is jarring at first. Form is
boundaries and busyness and contrasts and conflicts. Formlessness is
boundlessness and stillness and the same throughout. This is Absolute Peace!
What else could be peace but emptiness? It seems so obvious once you experience
It.
But Absolute Peace is not the first peace to which you have
to acclimatize. The first peace you have to get used to is the peace that
occurs when conflict falls away. It begins at the very beginning of the process
of growing your awareness of Truth. Very often new students of A Course in Miracles who are still in
the lessons in the Workbook tell me how disturbed they are when they are no
longer bothered by something that used to bother them. Isn’t this the peace
they sought? Weren’t they looking to get off the up-and-down roller-coaster of
drama that is the experience of the ego (personal thought system)? Not only do
they not trust this new peace, but along with it comes a sense of something
missing. It’s not necessarily a loss they mourn, but it is an uncomfortable
sense of something familiar, even if painful, having fallen away. What fell
away was conflict. So right away, even as you have years ahead of you of
letting go of the belief in guilt, you begin the process of acclimatizing to
peace.
The ego thrives in the discomfort of the split-mind. You (the
mind split between ego and Truth) are used to listening to it and you are not
used to peace. The ego tells you that something is wrong with you because you
are no longer in pain, you no longer join with others in suffering, you feel a
detachment from the world, etc. And you will fear that something is wrong with you to the extent that you
still believe that suffering is normal or right and good and “spiritual”. It’s
a hard belief to overcome because it is central to the ego. The ego is conflict and suffering. So it is
never in the ego that you come to an awareness of peace. That you can
experience peace is how you know you are not the ego.
Since you have to acclimate to the peace that you feel when
conflict falls away you can imagine that you also have to acclimate to Absolute
Peace. But by the time that It comes into your awareness guilt has fallen away
so there is no longer a fear that you are wrong for being detached from the
world. You recognize that Absolute Peace is simply not familiar and that
now it is time to let It in more and more.
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Comments
A good piece this week. Hopefully this question is on topic.
In Volume II of ‘The Message of A Course in Miracles’, ‘Practicing A Course in Miracles’ in Lesson 26 you write in the Mentor’s Notes,
“But remember that the witnesses that the world presents to you, you have put there to see.”
The personal mind (Will) in trying to understand this sentence would automatically think both “you’s refer to the personal mind (Will), when in fact each “you” is referring to a separate concept. So the sentence could be re-written:
“But remember that the witnesses that the world presents to the personal mind (Will), the split mind has put them there for the personal mind to see.”
The "witnesses" are the filter (ego or Holy Spirit) through which you, the split-mind, look at the world.