Since guilt has fallen away from this mind I find it thinking of certain things in the past that apparently need to be released (forgiven). But rather than needing to do anything, I find I am instead realizing forgiveness has occurred. I just watch as something from the past arises, I see it in a new light without effort, and I watch any emotional charge I had around it fall away.
For example, one of the big stories I carried around for years had to do with the Holy Relationship that I experienced with E. Over the years I learned many lessons from this experience, primarily that the Holy Relationship was really with the Holy Spirit (Awareness of Truth in my mind) rather than with E. Our relationship was simply the doorway through which I became aware of the Holy Spirit and True Vision. But on the personal side, I still apparently carried around a story about what happened with E, who left my life after being in it for only a few months. In fact, it seemed to have defined much of the story I had about this self’s life in the world. But lately I’ve come to see, and really feel, that thirty-four years ago a woman came into my life and then she left it. Those are the facts. The rest, as in, why it happened and what it meant, was completely made up by me!
This has happened with a few things that have come up naturally in the course of things. I have not sought out things to forgive. I have not sought forgiveness. I have just realized forgiveness
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