Ask: Can you be in the world without ego?
I am often asked if it is possible to be in the world (in consciousness) without ego. It’s a trick question from ego, which can only conceive of its own world (or consciousness). You cannot be in ego’s world without ego, of course. But there is no ego in Spirit’s world (or consciousness), what is called in A Course in Miracles the real world or true perception.
But I think what is often
truly being asked is if consciousness, expressed as the appearance of a person,
goes on without ego. And as you can see from the above paragraph, the answer is
yes.
However, the answer may come
down to how ego is defined. For some, ego and the person mean the same
thing. But my experience has shown me to apply these labels to different
things. For me, the term person refers to a body and personality, a
neutral expression of consciousness. And ego is the asserted experience
that ego and consciousness, represented by the person, are the same and are
real. So, you can see how ego thinks consciousness cannot go on without it.
Ego asserts itself by seeming
to live in, as, and through the person, so they seem to be the same thing, and
it seems as though one cannot exist without the other. But ego is a thought
system in consciousness; it is not consciousness. As an expression of
consciousness, the person is not “run” by ego, as ego would have you believe.
The person goes on automatically without ego.
Obviously, only Spirit
discerns this. Ego never will.
Without ego, the person lives
in gentle union with Spirit. Spirit does not identify with the person, so never
confuses Itself with the person and does not live in, as, or through the
person. Spirit merely allows the person to be, without judgment. So, when
Spirit takes the center of consciousness and ego falls away (enlightenment), a
very different experience of existence is expressed in consciousness.
Another way that ego
conflates itself with consciousness is to project meaning (judgment) on what
appears in consciousness, the material world. So, its projections and the
material world seem to be one and the same. Ego’s focus is always on ego and
consciousness—the material world, what is showing up in it, and its judgments
(projections of meaning) on these, and therefore its experience of itself.
Spirit also experiences only
itself. It looks to Its Source beyond consciousness, God, so It is not
concerned with ego or consciousness. It is not concerned with the material
world and what shows up in it. Spirit knows these are not real, so gently
coexists with the appearance of a material world.
So, to answer the question,
“Can you be in the world without ego?” you first must answer, “Who is the you
in the question? Ego or Spirit?” and “Which world, ego’s or Spirit’s?” When ego
is present in consciousness, ego feels very much in the material world. When
Spirit is present in consciousness, Spirit is merely aware of the material
world.
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Chapter 17, Section 1, Bringing Fantasy to Truth.
It is a short section of six paragraphs. The concern is, without this follow up, this most important post will just go poof and be gone as soon as you read it. Grab these two readings, the post and Ch.17 as if your whole success in doing the Course depends on it.
I picture a holy alter within me. Like a table with a covering over it. The Holy Spirit resides there. What I usually bring there are things I associate with guilt. I come to the alter, the table, and lay the thoughts on the alter and say "I bring this to you Holy Spirit to remove it from me." And I leave.