Ask: What is a day like for you, Liz?
…Liz, I would like to know what a current day is like in
the mind of an Advanced Teacher of God. Specially, I'd like to know
spiritually what a whole day is like for you from waking to bedtime…some real
life situations as to what you do in your mind relative to practicing ACIM with
everyday practical situations. What is your waking hour like in terms of
meditation or prayer? How do you deal with life situations that arise during
the day like finding out your water is off due to a pipe in the street
bursting, like what words do you say to the Holy Spirit relative to
frustration? You see someone on TV who is in your eyes stunningly beautiful. Do
you laugh with the Holy Spirit knowing it's just an erroneous belief in the
ego? What words to think in your mind and can you allow yourself to continue to
watch without any serious investment as to that attractive person being
"salvation"? I think I'm struggling to understand the daily practical
application as to exactly how an advanced teacher of God actually converses
with Spirit… JK
Before
I answer this I want to caution you that you should not try to make your mind
as my mind is. You must let your awareness of God (Truth) grow naturally and
let this have its natural effect on your mind. Be where you are now and learn
the lessons that are in front of you today. The only way to move forward is to
take the step in front of you, not to stretch to one somewhere down the road
that you have not reached yet. You will only fall over and delay yourself.
I cannot
speak to the day of an advanced teacher of God because I am not one. I am advancing but hardly advanced. I have
spent the past few years coming to the understanding that the next step for me
is true release of the ego (personal thought system). If I have even begun that
I have only barely begun. I am at the
very beginning of the end.
My mind
is, however, very different from the way it was. It is much quieter. I am able
to live in the present with Truth. I have Everything right here right now
within me so I blissfully have no goals for myself in the world. Peace is
always in my awareness to some degree. When I have been absorbed in something
in the world I turn my mind back to peace very easily now. The line between me
and the Holy Spirit (Teacher of Truth) has blurred. It is no longer “other”. I
do not “call on” It anymore. It is What my mind is when I release the ego. The
world does not seem dense and real to me anymore. I am not really aware of
this, however, until I speak with someone for whom the world is very dense and
real. Then I remember how dark it used to be for me and I gratefully see how my
mind has changed. My whole experience is lighter, both in terms of brightness
and weight.
My life
is like meditation in action because peace is always in my awareness to some
degree. Just as in formal meditation, where I am in ego thoughts, then I dip
into peace, then I’m back into ego, then back into peace, and on and on - I dip
in and out of peace all day. Sometimes the peace dominates and it is in the
forefront of my experience. Sometimes it is in the background and the ego’s
clamor dominates. But I always have some degree of peace. So I no longer need
structure with regard to formal meditation. I meditate at least once a day when
it seems natural to do so.
If
something unexpected like a burst pipe occurs, unless I’m really centered, I do the usual swearing and ranting and getting
into a whole story about how this is ruining my day and how are we going to pay
for this? I let this pass and then I bring my mind back to the present with
Truth and do what needs to be done to take care of it.
When I find
someone attractive on TV or in person I enjoy the view. I am whole right here
right now in Truth so the ego’s forms of “salvation” no longer tempt me. I am
so aware of Wholeness within and the passing nature of the personal experience
that I do not cling to the ego’s pleasures or suffer over its pains. I let it all
come up and I let it all go, without judging any of it
When the
Holy Spirit seemed like something “other” to me, I conversed with It as I would
with any friend, albeit one Who was wise and all-knowing. At first It was
Something that seemed far from me. Then for a long time It was my Constant
Companion, always right here to talk to. Finally, the line between us blurred
and I went from calling on It to simply experiencing Its Thoughts as my own. But
it was never the words I used or their formality or informality that invited
the Holy Spirit into my awareness. The words were for me to focus my thoughts
for myself. The Holy Spirit didn’t need them. The Holy Spirit came into my
awareness because I was open and willing to experience the Holy Spirit.
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Comments
Jo
This pretty much describes how my life has become, too, although I'm certainly not implying that our experiences are identical. I've found that, although there have been some undeniable major "breakthroughs", the changes I've experienced have been mostly very subtle and totally transparent to my everyday "normal" world-view. At first, I was expecting some kind of "earth-shattering miracles", but I've found that my shifts in consciousness, and the subsequent persistent background peace that has resulted, came to me very slowly and in almost imperceivable increments. In retrospect, I now understand that it had to be that way for it to be permanent and to not cause any personal trauma.
How it shows up for me is that the gap between some external "stimulus" (upset, breakdown, setback, etc.) and my "automatic response", has widened, and I'm able to choose which part of my mind I want to listen to before I take action. And, on even those few occasions when I "slip up" and listen to the ego, I'm able to return to my peaceful center more quickly. The extent of my internal transformation is hard to measure until I step back and remind myself how I would have reacted to the situation in the past.
PEACE!!
It's always nice to connect with other sincere ACIM students/teachers. It would be difficult to share my experiences here, but if you want to connect with me, check my profile by clicking on my name and you will find my blog and email address. My blog is kind of a random bunch of miscellaneous thoughts and I'm inconsistent with my posts, but it would give you some insight into what my experiences and beliefs are.
Whatever you choose to do, it will be perfect for you!! ;-)