Ask: Do the following statements/questions about mind make sense?
“…If one has
read ACIM and experienced a number of shifts in
identity, do the following statements/questions make sense to you?
1. IT is what we Are (MIND and mind) = ONE Mind
2. Is the above statement what Jesus (a figure
within the mind to point us to the MIND) meant when he said "when two
become One, it shall be done". I
had experience where the two parts (seemingly) merged or crossed over.
3. Once one realizes that all is Mind, is there
a natural merging back into the mind? Or is that still the conditioned mind
(ego) demanding attention. It feels like
mind wandering again. The running of
different fantasy about a personal life and I know that I am hurting myself
because at some place I again fulfill the wish (live, die, repeat ??)
4. What stage would this fall into? Once having realized being the Mind, the
seeker within (so I don’t study like I use to) faded and now I just pay
attention to my thoughts. I want to play
with them also, but this has led me to a feeling that I have to start all over
Forgiving. The secret dream that the Course refers to is just as demanding but
different because one knows the separation never happened. Instead of forgiving the world of form, I am
forgiving my perceptions in my own mind.
Yet they are perfect if one was to stop and realize. I still mix the ego
in with them it seems. Does that make
sense?
5. The personal self does not know what to do to
advance her career because I experienced a 'what illusions to choose from'
realization. The mind is always waiting
for the next thought.
6. There is no personal awakening, so how could
Mind realize Itself and continue to pretend to be mind?
7. All the personal yuk stuff resurfaces (only It’s
in the Mind of the mind). So it seems... new to Salvation and still dealing
with my stuff ha ha!!! It is kind of
funny. And I get tired of my perceptions
pretending to be separate…
…Basically, I
want to perceive the Holiness of my Mind all the time. Stable. Having experienced Eternalness I am
not fulfilled with anything less than and with this thought I am not as joyous
as I have been. I know that IT is there,
however I still get caught in my ego thoughts…” – DM
1. Yes, there is one Mind. It is the Mind of True Being. But
where the thought of the opposite-of-Truth occurs it seems as though there are
many minds split between Truth and illusion. Truth is all that is real and
eternal in any mind. Everything else falls away.
2. If you are speaking of a quote in A Course in Miracles I could not find it. (I tried all sorts of
configurations of your quote in my searchable ACIM and found nothing like it).
It is possible that it was a passage referring to your mind no longer being
split. However, often when in ACIM such statements are made it is referring to
Helen and Bill’s unique Holy Relationship where they were at an equal
teaching/learning stage, simultaneously learning the same things. They each saw
their own Holiness reflected in the other. So it may have been saying that when
they accept the Holiness that they see reflected in the other and realize that
the seeming separation is not real, their “salvation” will be complete.
3. There is nothing to “merge back into” Mind. Mind is
always Mind. The problem is that you believe that you are a self, which is a
thought in your seemingly-separate mind. And you believe in all of the other
thoughts you have about the self and the rest of the universe of form (also
thoughts). And you believe in the thought system of the ego, which is a thought
system about the reality of the self. So what must occur is you drop your
belief in these thoughts. Then all that will be left is Mind.
4. You are in the” period of sorting out” or you would not
be contacting me. Once a person enters the “period of relinquishment” they no
longer have a need for an external teacher, except maybe at the very beginning
of that stage. It is the stage where you become willing to follow only the Holy
Spirit.
Watching your thoughts is the practice that makes you aware
that you are mind. Forgiving (releasing your belief in) your ego thoughts is
the whole process to peace. So you do not “start over”, you continue in that
process.
The desire to study will come and go until all studying
falls away naturally. Sometimes you will be hungry for study. At other times
you will not want to study at all. In those times you are integrating all that
you have learned up to that point. When it’s time to learn more, the hunger for
study will return.
5. Your old motivations for the self fall away when you no
longer try to find fulfillment by living through the self. Then you find it
difficult to make decisions for the self. So give the self to the Holy Spirit. Say
to the Holy Spirit, “Is there a next step for this self’s career? If so, I am
open to Your guidance.” Then let it go and keep your mind open. If there are
steps to take, you will know what to do.
6. There is no personal awakening in the sense that a self
and its thought system (ego) do not become aware of Truth. But an individual
mind can become aware of the Truth in itself apart from the ego thought system.
But becoming aware of the Truth within and accepting that only the Truth is
true is a long process where one vacillates between Truth and illusion for a
long time as they undo all of the ways that their desire for and belief in
illusion shows up. And then, finally, one must become used to a different way
of being – as an abstract mind rather than a concrete body/self.
7. You will not be bothered by the ego’s perceptions of
separation when you no longer believe in them. Then you will see that they are
nothing and easily dismiss them. In the meantime, grow your awareness of Truth
and the awareness that these thoughts are not real will come naturally.
Yes, once you experience Truth you will not be satisfied
without It being wholly in your awareness. And that is the motivation that
keeps you going in this long, sometimes difficult process. So as you work this
process enter into Truth when you can, and when you cannot, remember that It is
here whether or not you are aware of It. Accept that you are in a process that
will result in Truth being always in your awareness. Joy will return!
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Comments
It's like being a pest exterminator. The Course isn't about finding and seeking Love - that's fine and is all that is real...but we don't have 'time to waste' being bliss ninnies! I am not driving myself crazy with this attitude - it is easy. I find myself screening my actions: like, am I doing this out of a sense of guilt? Or am I extending Love in this situation. It is just a split second thought - not laborious. Correct me if I am too harsh, Liz!
ACIM itself says it's not about seeking for Love, which you already have. You must seek for your obstacles to Love (guilt) to undo them and become aware that Love is always here.
nicci