Truth, the Awareness of Truth, and Its Effects
Lately, I have been pulled back
inward to the Awareness of Truth (Holy Spirit). I’ve certainly been
experiencing It a great deal spontaneously, but this pull inward is something
different. It seems to be coming from a conscious recognition of the difference
between Truth, the Awareness of Truth, and Its effects.
It began with experiencing again
Truth’s complete indifference to the experience of not-Truth. Contemplating
this I became aware how caught up I’ve been in what are merely the effects of
the awareness of Truth. Frankly, my life has transformed so greatly I had to
be. The transformation began with the experience I call The Golden, when the Golden
Light of Love came into my mind and brought a romance novel with It. During
that time, I also reached a point where I recognized that the Light Itself and
the love and joy that accompanied It, were really only effects of being aware
of Truth. They were not Truth, nor were they the Awareness of Truth, and I
didn’t want to lose sight of Truth. For a brief spell I was pulled back, like
now, to turning inward to Truth. But not long afterward my seemingly-outer life
went through a huge transformation and required my attention.
(When I write “awareness” with a
lowercase “a” I am writing about the action
of being aware of Truth. When I write “awareness” with an uppercase “A” I am
writing about the state of being
aware of Truth, also called the Holy Spirit.)
During the time I call The
Dismantling, when I was undoing my entire outer life, I’d sometimes think about
how I was experiencing the Awareness of Truth as the underlying Wave I was
riding, but I was not consciously aware of Truth. When I tried to be, I felt it
was not time. I would have to force the effort. My conscious efforts were
needed in the dismantling of the life that had passed so I could move on to the
new life I was given. The most I could do was rest in the Awareness of Truth;
the Wave I was riding.
And here, in this new life, I’ve
experienced what I call the Hereness. While the outward shifts in my life were
effects of being aware of Truth, the Hereness is the Awareness of Truth Itself.
It is the same as my experience that I am Spirit.
This has helped me clarify:
Truth
is That-Which-is. It is wholly apart from not-Truth; It is wholly apart from
the limited experience of form (including non-material forms like thoughts and
energy), so wholly untouched by it. To understand this is to experience what A Course in Miracles means by
“forgiveness”.
The Awareness of Truth (also called Spirit or Holy Spirit or Christ
Consciousness) is the state of being aware of Truth as truth while also being aware of not-Truth.
The effects of the Awareness of Truth are the experiences that follow
from being aware of Truth: Love, Peace, Joy; detachment from not-Truth; a
transformed perception of not-Truth, which ACIM calls “the Real World”,
“Vision”, or “Real Perception”; and, sometimes, to a transformed life in the
world.
Truth does not exist so that it can
cause effects in your not-Truth darkened mind any more than the sun shines to
make plants grow. The sun shines and plants grow. Truth exists and comes
into your awareness and this has the effect of not-Truth being undone in
your mind. These effects in turn “prove” the existence of Truth and reveal the
Awareness of Truth in your mind.
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(A)wareness of Truth: I Am Spirit.
Effects from 'Awareness of Truth,'(I Am Spirit): Love, Peace, Joy.
I Am Spirit: Experiencing what the Course means by Forgiveness.
The blog separates Truth from not-Truth saying it is “wholly apart from the limited experience of form (including non-material forms like thoughts and energy), so wholly untouched by it.” Our efforts of thoughts and thinking are permanently separated from Truth. Your opinions and conclusions and forms are locked away from Truth. We are in the world of the ego.
Recently I have been reading an annotated version of the Course. What is reported to be Helen’s original notes as Jesus first talked to her. The Annotated Text is quite different from what we normally read. For this reader it is clearly being dictated for all of us not just for Helen and Bill. You go where the ego leads you.
Jesus speaks of his involvement in our lives here in the ‘dream' as a totally different approach than we might expect. A hands on and in some cases micro-management available to us all. Cut off from Truth we can only hear the ego in our head shout, “No, no, no, or Yes, yes, yes.” An order to believe what the ego tells us. What is your ego telling you?
Today as we look at the different Texts we look with the eyes and mind of the ego. The ego wants its say; wants us to hear it's opinion so to speak. We are put in a position of what we believe and what we don't. The ego which is separated from Truth does the arguing on what to believe and what not to believe or in some cases believing all of it.
This week's blog says "I Am Spirit" is what the Course means by Forgiveness. We can picture in our mind "I Am Spirit" as being separate from everything. It is looking out at the thoughts and forms of the dream.
While most of us are not at the level of I am Spirit we are able to be "The Observer." We step back in our minds and look or observe our thoughts and the world around us. We take the perspective of being apart from everything. We begin to train the mind to accept "I Am Spirit."
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Trying to train the mind is difficult because as a muscle it has not exercised at all in the direction of silence. It abhors it! So, silence or mindfulness requires effort. As always exercise of any kind always meets resistance. I suspect people who are successful at it are not particularly spiritual from the rest of us, they have just (just?) gone through the painful process of exercise. More later….