Please Don't Be a "Good Course Student"
It is always important to read
a book’s introduction and/or preface because they lay out the context of the
book, orienting your mind toward its purpose. When A Course in Miracles
was first published, it did not have a preface. This came later, after requests
from readers, and was originally a pamphlet one could insert into their copy of
the three hard-bound books. It was included, however, in later editions. Over
the years of my study of the Course, I sometimes found it helpful to
return to the Preface, which lays out what the Course is and what it is
about in very simple terms. It cuts to the chase.
In the Preface, Helen
Schucman states about the Course:
“Its only purpose is to
provide a way in which some people will be able to find their own Internal
Teacher.”
Notice “only purpose” and “some
people” in this statement. The Course may or may not be for you. And if
it is, all it is for is to lead you to the Holy Spirit within. How simple and
undemanding is that?
Moreover:
“As its title implies, the Course is arranged
throughout as a teaching device.”
“At the end, the reader is
left in the hands of his or her own Internal Teacher, Who will direct all
subsequent learning as He sees fit.”
The Course is not an
end in itself. It leads you to Spirit
within and drops you off. After doing the lessons in the Workbook, what you do
with the Course, or any other teaching, is between you and Spirit.
The Preface says nothing
about how you need to nail down the Course’s philosophy or theology, and
in facts points out that the Course states that it is not concerned with
theology but with application and experience. Nowhere in the Preface, or anywhere
else in the Course, does it lay out what it means to be a “good Course
student.” In fact, the Workbook emphasizes the “highly individualized” nature
of the curriculum because Spirit is to be your Teacher. Given the highly
individualized nature of the curriculum, and that you are to follow Spirit
rather than a book, what would a “good Course student” even be?
I bring up the phrase “good Course
student” because I hear this from life-coaching clients sometimes: “I thought if
I was a good Course student I would (or wouldn’t)…” Always, there is
some rigid box they put themselves into, trying to control their thoughts and
feelings or behavior to be a “good Course student.” This is always
something highly unrealistic that leads them to repress their natural
responses. Often, they are attempting to be more advanced than the awareness of
Spirit they have yet acquired.
Sometimes students will say, “What
does the Course say about…?” and state a situation or issue in their
life. What they mean is, “How does the Course say I should approach this…?”
As a teaching device, the Course is not a guide to how to “live life
correctly” or to “be a good person” in God’s eyes. Often, students understand
the goal is not to appease God, but instead of asking Spirit how to handle a
situation, they want to know what the Course says, making the teaching
device a substitute for Spirit. And what happens when a book is made a substitute
for Spirit can be seen in fundamentalism in any of the world’s religions:
self-repression, rigidity, and cruelty towards others.
The goal of the Course is for you to have less conflict and more peace through an awareness of Spirit’s Everpresence within you. Instead of aiming to be a “good Course student”, perhaps aim to be a disciple of Spirit, allowing Spirit to guide how you use the Course to diminish your conflict and increase your peace.
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Comments
ACIM was written as a course to accomplish a very specific task. The course is a very technical and extremely complex manual so you don't wander off track. It is Goal oriented.
Try to get it to meet a persons own perceived spiritual and life goals in a loving and comfortable manner and it has no value at all.
Learning spirituality (ACIM) can take years even a lifetime.
You don't stop piano when you can play scales. You learn till you play music.
You don't stop ACIM when you can speak it.
But don't fool yourself either. Everyone goes through the grind of learning.
There is much to learn and much to practice. When you identify with mind (ego) with its many moods of boredom, anger, sadness right away you are thinking of ways to relieve this (think food). But when practicing the Holy Instant as observer of the mind, you see these are just passing thoughts, not who you are. It is doubtful many will ever reach the full reality of the Holy Instant, but you can see how helpful your beginning practice can be. You practice watching the moods float by. The Holy Spirit can work with this new knowledge.
my years of reading ACIM and practicing forgiveness have led me straight into the lap of the Inner Teacher, the Voice of Love Within, and dropped me off Here, to continue on...
i have come across no other Course mentor who has done as much for me as you have in supporting and encouraging this indescribable, vital and ever deepening Inner Relationship.
i remain ever grateful,
n