Ask: Which guilt is ACIM talking about?
When
ACIM talks about guilt is it talking about guilt for things I’ve done or is it
talking about guilt for separating from God or both?
In a practical sense both, not
because they are the same, but because the personal thought system (ego) blends
them.
In the world there are laws and
moral codes that are set up for the civilized functioning of society. These
laws and codes vary from culture to culture and over time. When you are a child
adults are supposed to teach you the laws and codes of your culture and instill
in you a social conscience that is bothered when you violate them. When you do
violate them you make amends or “pay your debt to society”. In theory your
conscience could be wiped clean. But the personal thought system in your mind
will never allow you to have a clear conscience because it requires guilt to
maintain itself in your mind.
Your mind’s natural state is
limitlessness. In your identification with a personal self it is limited. So
you are uncomfortable. You feel that something is “wrong”. All that is occurring
is a mis-identification. It is only a mistake. And a mistake can be easily corrected.
But to defend itself as your reality, the personal thought system needs you to
believe that something real, not just a mistake, occurred. The personal thought
system whispers in your subconscious that the feeling of “wrong” that you
experience in your identification with it is “you have done something wrong”. Since the personal experience is
the opposite of Truth (God) in every way you are guilty of attacking, separating
from, or killing Truth.
So unconscious guilt is the personal
thought system’s way of maintaining your belief in it. Your guilt is the “proof”
that you have attacked Truth and that the personal self is real. You won’t look
inward, where you would find Truth, because you think that if you look within you
will find out what a horrible “sinner” you really are. Further, you don’t want
to find Truth anyway because you think that It wants to get retribution on you
for your attack on It.
So there is no personal thought system in your mind without
guilt to defend it. And there is no guilt in your mind without the personal
thought system to cause it. This is why you can only release your mind from
guilt by releasing yourself from identifying with a personal thought system.
The idea that you have attacked Truth is not something that
the personal thought system says to you directly. It is important to it that
this idea stay buried in your subconscious so you won’t question it and undo it.
One of its ways of dealing with your discomfort is to have you project away
guilt and see it in others instead of in yourself. Of course, this does not
really release you from the belief that guilt is real. It’s actually a way of
keeping the belief in guilt in your subconscious. And if you see guilt as real
anywhere, you believe that guilt is real in you.
But feelings of guilt are bound to rise to the surface
anyway, especially since they are heavily reinforced by the world. So the
personal thought system projects the source of guilt onto the personal self’s mistakes,
imperfections, and limitations. This blending of social conscience and the
personal self’s inevitable mistakes with the inherent guilt of the personal
thought system serves three purposes: as something to which to point as the
source of your guilt, as a way to spiritualize the personal self by giving its
behavior spiritual significance, and to reinforce your fear of punishment from
Truth.
So the way out of guilt is to question it when it comes up.
Sort out what is social conscience and what is guilt. If you feel guilt, is it justified?
Is Truth changed by the personal self’s imperfections and mistakes? This is
impossible. Remind yourself that only the Truth in you is true. It is eternal,
unchanging, and unchangeable. The personal identity is just a passing,
imperfect, mistaken thought. It does not affect the Truth in you in any way.
You will know that you are undoing (forgiving) the guilt in
your mind when you find that you can accept your mistakes and the mistakes of others
as simply part of the limited, imperfect, and passing human experience. When
you behave imperfectly you apologize, make correction or amends, and you let go
of the situation. And when others make an apology, correction, or amends you
accept it and let go of the situation. In fact, you will realize that no
apology, correction, or amends was really required because nothing real has
occurred. The Truth is untouched by anything that seems to happen in the world.
So guilt is not real.
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