Discovering the World as Extension (Creation)
Along the
way, as much as I loved to get into spiritual theory, in the end I always let
experience lead the way. Theory is interesting intellectually, but it never
caused an actual shift in my experience. I have been willing to let go of
theory if experience taught me something different. However, more often than
not my experience would not contradict, but would rather illuminate theory for
me. Theory became fact when I experienced it.
In the past several years I became
aware of the pseudo-reality we live in as a story. This is how “the world isn’t
real” began to show up in my experience. This story is the moment the idea of
not-Truth arose in the Mind of Truth (God) and was undone by Truth’s
all-encompassing nature unfolding as time. In time, the idea seemed to arise
long ago and its undoing seems to be in some indefinite future. We live in a
story of correction, or undoing, or, as A
Course in Miracles calls it, Atonement.
I became aware that what I felt
were my thoughts, feelings, actions,
motivations, choices, and decisions were not independent from the story, but
part and parcel of it. They were, in fact, the story being expressed through
what I felt was me. My will was not free within the story; it was the free
expression of a greater will.
In the past couple of years my
awareness that the world isn’t real evolved. I became aware of myself as not just
a “character” in the story through which the story is expressed, but also as
the story being expressed and the author expressing it. There really is no distinction
to be made between the source (author) and its expression (story/character). As
this awareness has unfolded I have also had experiences that “I am Spirit; I am
Immortal”. What I have needed to sort out lately is the relationship between these
new ongoing experiences. Spirit I have experienced as the Extension of Truth
(“God’s Creation” in ACIM) in my mind. And it has been my understanding,
through my experience, that the unfolding pseudo-reality is not the Extension of Truth. I found the
Extension of Truth within, but not in the world. I could find passages in ACIM
that supported this as well as passages that suggested otherwise. Most other
spiritual teachings say the world is the Extension of Truth (in their own
words), but, again, I let experience lead the way. But lately I’ve been sure
that my experiences as Spirit and as the author are related, if not the same.
How could I reconcile this?
I got that my experience of myself
as the unfolding story and its author as well as a character in it is the correct
way to see this mind. This mind is not limited to a self (character). Yet, isn’t
all of that not-Truth in my mind? Spirit is the Truth in my mind. Then one day
I was thinking of Spirit as the Correction of not-Truth. It bridges the limited
experience of the self and Unlimited Truth. And it dawned on me: Wasn’t that
what I was saying about my expanded experience of the author/story/character? The
author and Spirit are the same!
I cannot see that I am Spirit
(Correction) without also seeing that I am author because they are the split-mind—not-Truth (author) and Correction of not-Truth (Spirit). They occur simultaneously in the
Mind of Truth, and so also in my seemingly-individual mind. Spirit wipes out
the idea of not-Truth the instant it arises. So though the original author of
the story of time would be the idea of not-Truth if it had not been corrected, since
it was corrected instantly, Spirit is
the Author of the story of time. Time arose and became a story of its own
Undoing.
To be aware I am Spirit is to be
aware I am the Correction; the Essence of the story of Undoing. As the story of
Undoing is the manifestation of Spirit and Spirit is the Extension of Truth,
then the story of Undoing in which we all live is the Extension of Truth (“God’s Creation”) after all.
And now I see it. It is my
experience; not just something I’ve read in books. In my experience this is all
a story. I live the Correction and the Correction is the Extension of Truth. I
could not have come at this awareness backwards. I could not convince myself,
because of things I’d read, that the world was the Extension of Truth. I tried,
for a while, in early days, but it felt forced and false, which it was. Because
it is not a world outside of me that convinces me it is the Extension of Truth.
It is my experience as the Extension of Truth which corrects my perception of
the world, an extension of me.
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Comments
The "world", being a collection of perceptions and experiences, is not outside the mind. Jesus says in ACIM that both the world of fear and the real world is a symbol. i interpret this to mean and that what we experience as an outer world is a symbol of our inner state. the world of fear that we experience as external to us is not actually external to us - it is a symbol of the seemingly individual mind's belief in otherness and limitation (separation and sin). the forgiven, or real world is not outside us either; it is a symbol of the Mind of Truth that has forgiven what is not true.
here is the critical point of J's teaching i wish to have confirmed by your experience (or have i misunderstood His teaching?): is it correct to say this: we are not interpreting anything external to our mind and therefore perceiving an external world differently. what we are actually perceiving is a symbol that is not outside us in any way. the external world cannot be both real and a symbol. there is no external world. the inner world of our mind and a so called outer world are all a seamless whole. what i am always interpreting, regardless of which inner voice- or Inner Voice - i am being guided by, does not exist outside me.
this path is a deep well indeed. thank you ever for your help.
"The outside is inside
Everything we make."
I read it as two separate statements.