Living Forgiveness
True forgiveness, as A Course in Miracles teaches, is the
recognition that nothing real is
occurring in your perception that you are living in a world apart from
Truth (God). Lately I’ve written about how two years ago I came to experience
the self’s life as a play. The unfolding story before me is an extension of me.
I am Author and character; Creator and creation. Well, I’m a little slow, but
the other day it dawned on me: This is what “nothing real is occurring” feels
like. I am living forgiveness.
The belief in guilt is the belief
that Truth has been killed or attacked by not-Truth. It is the belief that
there are two realities: Truth and Its opposite, not-Truth. To overcome guilt,
I remembered my experiences of Truth in direct Revelation and in higher
miracles. Both showed me that Truth is untouched by anything that seems to
happen at the level of perception, therefore guilt has no basis. (I go into what
guilt is, how to recognize it, and how to undo it in my book, Releasing Guilt for Inner Peace). Moreover,
if Truth is untouched by not-Truth, not-Truth must be an illusion. There is
only one Reality and It is Truth. This awareness has risen to my conscious
awareness in this new experience that the self’s life does not have any more
substance than a play.
I suspect this sense of being in a
play is only in contrast to my previous experience of identifying with the self,
living through it for fulfillment, feeling guilty for this as though I had
defied a god, and taking this all so seriously. I suspect forgiveness will
become my “new normal” in relation to the world.
“Awareness
of dreaming is the real function of God's teachers. They watch the dream
figures come and go, shift and change, suffer and die. Yet they are not
deceived by what they see. They recognize that to behold a dream figure as sick
and separate is no more real than to regard it as healthy and beautiful. Unity
alone is not a thing of dreams. And it is this God's teachers acknowledge as
behind the dream, beyond all seeming and yet surely theirs.” (M-12.6)
“You
are the dreamer of the world of dreams. No other cause it has, nor ever will.
Nothing more fearful than an idle dream has terrified God's Son, and made him
think that he has lost his innocence, denied his Father, and made war upon
himself. So fearful is the dream, so seeming real, he could not waken to
reality without the sweat of terror and a scream of mortal fear, unless a
gentler dream preceded his awaking, and allowed his calmer mind to welcome, not
to fear, the Voice that calls with love to waken him; a gentler dream, in which
his suffering was healed and where his brother was his friend. God willed he
waken gently and with joy, and gave him means to waken without fear.
Accept
the dream He gave instead of yours. It is not difficult to change a dream when
once the dreamer has been recognized. Rest in the Holy Spirit, and allow His
gentle dreams to take the place of those you dreamed in terror and in fear of
death. He brings forgiving dreams, in which the choice is not who is the
murderer and who shall be the victim. In the dreams He brings there is no
murder and there is no death. The dream of guilt is fading from your sight,
although your eyes are closed. A smile has come to lighten up your sleeping
face. The sleep is peaceful now, for these are happy dreams.”
(T-27.VII.13-14)
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"make the world go away" as the amway salesman comes knocking. My song today, as the world keeps knocking, "make the world go away, and get it off my shoulders", a song of forgiveness. . .
"Do you remember when you loved me
Before the world took me away
If you do, then forgive me
And make the world go away."
Somehow singing this song, hearing Mom's voice, the seriousness of it all falls away.
Light & laughter.